I really dislike when I realize I have not written anything in an extended period of time. I tend to be hard on myself and I am not easy to appease in such moments.
I have been remodeling my parents house for the past couple of months on top of work and freelancing, so I shouldn't have had tome to write. I can understand this, but I don't accept it. If I can watch TV, why can't I write?
"Everyone needs down time," I am sure most would say; but mentally, I never rest.
Thus, I am not in a good mood, am having great difficulty finding my center and failing at not being frustrated, angry with myself.
Freaking headaches. Why can't I get rid of them?
Ug.
